What are you really thinking, my beloved mummy??

I really do NOT understand her and will never ever understand.
No one will understand each other except through communication in any forms which makes the other party know more about them.. Be it talk, write, sing, body language or signal.. the list goes on..
You said you need me in the evening to help you with some work, okay, i rejected Evelyn's dinner invitation at her house.
You asked me to reach home before 10pm, okay, i reach at 7plus YET you ARE at the orchard!!!
I DONT mind not going to friend's house for dinner. I'm angry that YOU did not tell me about your plan, or at least, as you always said, dont as about your privacy(though it's always out of concern, i dont care now), please tell me MY plan that you wish me to do..
It's really tiring living in uncertainty and expecting everything to happen or the unknown to fall..
Yet, I have to respect, live like this throughout my life. Cos you ARE my mom, am i yours? I have no choice. Not like I have a choice to choose who i want to befriend with or what.
This is life.

I shall go eat my maggie noodle