Yun

Ending is always on a high note! (:

2009-08-16T19:05:00.001+08:00

This is the last post from Yun Yu.
Life is great. Its great. (:

2 liner

2009-08-16T11:13:00.003+08:00

Bing Shao was found fainted by the road side.
Felt a little sorry that i didnt care for him during lunch time yesterday.

What is the meaning of each word.
It can be interpreted by each person differently.

Waiting is never a torture.
I have real high tolerance level.

Dream of a fantasy happening?
Anyone except you can realise it.

Thought of something so realistic yet knowing it will never happen.
Think twice. Abandon the thought. Abandon your heart.

Pitiful.

这就是爱吗？

2009-08-16T10:49:00.007+08:00

你确定这就是爱吗真的爱我吗

手牵著手漫步斜阳就当作浪漫

两个人眺望远方以为爱的晴朗

当我回头望却已泪湿了眼眶

当夕阳变成星光当爱情换了方向

你一如过往对爱太紧张

但未来又会怎样

未知的明天总让我旁徨

谁给我力量

我不怕你爱不爱我

只害怕你以为爱我

抓紧我不算拥有你总学不会放手

我不怕你不懂爱我

只怕你把习惯当作爱

你猜不透我要什麼

两个人眺望远方以为爱的晴朗

当我回头望却已泪湿了眼眶

当夕阳变成星光当爱情换了方向

你一如过往对爱太紧张

但未来又会怎样

未知的明天总让我旁徨

谁给我力量

我不怕你爱不爱我
只害怕你以为爱我

抓紧我不算拥有你总学不会放手
我不怕你不懂爱我

只怕你把习惯当作爱
你猜不透我要什麼

我不怕你爱不爱我
只害怕你以为爱
我抓紧我不算拥有你总学不会放手
我不怕你不懂爱我

只怕你把习惯当作爱
你猜不透我要什麼

喔你猜不透我要什麼

PJC homecoming dinner is today!

2009-08-15T04:28:00.005+08:00

I shouldnt be committing in such responsibility in the very first place. Anyway, since I am in here dragged by Yi Kuan, so just finish the last day(hopefully)! And Jenny somehow brought up that Bing Shao and I are interested in joining alumni circle. No, I cant affort it.
Anyway, I really hope HCD will run smoothly for everyone! SK put in alot of effort organising this event!
Reporting real early and whole day is PJC food and foot to me.. In charge of food and foot trail..
Haha, in life we got to take inititative in certain things, be it you are a girl or a boy, a student or a teacher, whatever...

Will I have this energy everyday? It will be real good. (: Real good.

So near yet so far...

2009-08-14T20:58:00.002+08:00

I was only a few meter radius away
But you just seemed so far far away
I waited for you
Till I dont know what to do

I felt stupid waiting in vain
It isnt painful
just silly
sillygirlme(:

CZL

2009-08-10T20:26:00.002+08:00

CZL CZL CZL CZL CZL!!!
):

Got a little shock. I thought you are going Taiwan for what family trip like your Thailand last time.. Since i heard something like block leave...
One year in Taiwan MUST take real good care of yourself. On top of what I have told you, you must be alert staying alone(as in not with family) out there!!! ):
We will miss you k.. I will miss you at least. Like hell! ONE year is NOT short.. Very long k!!
When you are gone, where is my whining buddy.. or qns bombard buddy? or msn qn-ans buddy or jogging cum weird crazy talking nonsense buddy? I cant do my generalisation anymore ):
I will miss you miss you miss you k!
WHY SAF like that one..
Okay, maybe its time for YOU to grow.. stronger.. mature!! (:
Good bye my friend, take care my friend! C:c
(in advance!)

Everyday thinking of the next day and the next and the next next..

2009-08-10T10:57:00.001+08:00

Thinking.

Saturday?

2009-08-08T17:38:00.004+08:00

Today doesnt feel like weekend at all..): though i went back to PJ in the morning(Saturday still got to wake up soooo early!! 8am report k!) till late afternoon, chatted alot alot with those army guys about mostly army stuff and a little piano, dont need to go NYP, msn-ing with this Mervyn guy from Piano(quite a random ex-JC guy too who likes msn-ing)... I feel that all my hang out friends are mostly guys.. except classmates, not really though. I still prefer my girlfriends.
My weekends are not really resting time or study time.. I dont think I am a focus person in the sense that i focus in study, know the importance of it, and treasure the chance. YY! Wake up. OT = A's.
Anyway, nothing much a can do. 6pm tuitioning, tmr dont know wht time agn lar. I want to go out study tmr.. give me some time, of my own.

We had this crazy plan to meet, and run away tgt, get marry in the first town we came to and live forever. But nail to the tree where we supposed to meet instead, i found this letter, and this is what it said...... if you get there before i do, dont give up on me

Self

2009-08-06T18:11:00.003+08:00

I did not. I just want to say, I do not and did not and will not enjoy it.
I want my OWN life.

Respect?
Didnt I give enough, sufficient, just right, respect to YOU? Hello.
Anyway eventually I will be on the loser end always.. NO need to say anything lar.
Just K myself can le.
This blog is like becoming a 'ranting' blog. I hate being restricted.
I just want to say.
I want my own life. Full stop.

Customers is always right.
Boss is always right.
F..... is always right.

Then when will I be right?

I shall restrict myself since i hate being restricted by others.

Where is me what is me who is me
(:

why?

2009-08-04T20:41:00.003+08:00

why is it so fragile?
why must it happen?
why must we go thru birth, old, sick, death?
i dont like the idea.
I DONT LIKE IT

Its rea-lity.

2nd person

2009-08-03T16:32:00.002+08:00

The first person told me that its the result that matter, not the process.
The second person said the same thing to me.
I guess I will have to be goal-oriented instead.

Hwei Lan told us before. You need to sacrifice to be an OT.
Off I go!

Bright future -> Everyone!

2009-08-02T10:48:00.003+08:00

No matter what lies ahead, I feel that life is real great. (:
No matter where I land in, I am very looking forward every second! (:
No matter what, Life is just so so so wonderful! Believe in me people! ;)

To sum up my week

2009-07-31T23:56:00.003+08:00

Weeks has been busy and assessment..project presentation(my very last for this semester!). Oh please, my semester is ending btw.. this means exam is really near. In one week time, I will have my Biomechanic and OTTP ICA. Following week my Mob exam!! ONE TO ONE practical thing. And Psycho, Socio exam too! Then Ana and Physio..
Dr Tan, I will love you till Physio loves me..
Something that i found out about him. He is a loving husband. (:
I respect you and yes, I listen very attentively during your lectures and practicals and tutorials k!
Speaking of which, report after the presentation has to be done!
Tmr is my 1st time gg for NDP! C:
Thanks Richard Lau!
Sunday gg Kbox with IHiS colleagues!! K, cant sing lar..
Lizard gotten married, didnt wish her properly..
Miss Priscilla..doraemon! She likes!

Actually there are way too much things that i really wanted to do but either i am neglecting them or just declared that it is way too over the incident and not doing it..

Time really flies, I am in OT for 15 weeks already. And i think when i blink again, I will be in year 3 and blink agn, i will be graduated! Of course, it is a though road.

I wanna grow i dont wanna grow..

YY = D luckiEST girl in the universe!!!

2009-07-26T19:33:00.002+08:00

Indescribable.
Cant put to words.

She is <3ed by
you
you
you
and
U

She is the luckiest
lukiest girl in the world!

Touched.

Even if the night is dark
she could see the light
leading her
giving her direction
at least

Thank you
Derrick Lee
):

MDMDMD MY MD!!

2009-07-26T02:09:00.003+08:00

Gotten MY OWN MD C:
Im gg to hug it to bed everyday..
Thanks (:

I have faith in everything.

MD.

2009-07-22T21:55:00.003+08:00

I really need an MD.
A medical dictionary.
Melp.. ):

Busy. Its only Tuesday.

2009-07-21T20:31:00.004+08:00

Anyway, left 2 projects presentation. Sociology this Thursday and OTTP next week. Sociology still ok but OTTP is like presenting to the whole OT cohort.. haven done our slides yet.. grr. and things are piling up... like a huge and tall mountain.. keep piling and piling.. and i keep climbing and climbing... but some soil just poured onto me..

actually we got back few of our results.. didnt even mention to my parents about my test, they dont even know. results were really not good. overall the cohort results are not bad actually..

trade off.
more time for studies or more time for blah blah.

Anyway, exam is in 4weeks. scary.. esp Mobility, Physio, Anatomy..
): '

Fast food due to limited time?

2009-07-19T19:06:00.004+08:00

Nope. Thurs Mc, Fri BK, Sat KFC (plus a lil Moss), Today! Carls' Jnr!
Love beef ttm lar..

Study IS my priority. So its yours.

When you dont, it will

2009-07-18T23:29:00.003+08:00

some logic will always remains..
when you dont do it, it will come to you.
when you have already, it came to you.
and vice versa

anyway!
today PJ meeting was fun. real fun. I meant after the meeting gathering and arcade. I am very happy to be revolving around people. i love people.
being able to blend into the society is the best reward tht i get.
ironically, successfully blending into a society doesnt make me a good daughter, student, sister and any other roles.. just friend.

any w a y!
all sorts of feelings come and go.
life is a little messy but manageable.
seriously speaking i need an organiser.

felt wanted is scary yet happy
scary cos you dont want to be wanted by certain people
happy simply because you are wanted at least

someone just ask me a shocking qn regarding death
grey line
how to draw a line between helping people and sacrifice sth close to you
what will you do when you really want to help
yet sth has to be given up

its my problem yet not mine

Anyway! End off with this!

“Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma - which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.”
- Steve Jobs -

Great dinner + Reflection on JC

2009-07-17T01:06:00.003+08:00

Had great dinner, consider great for this week, with Evelyn after my Ana test and her driving lesson..
Paper lunch was good though i am not tht kind like rice.. Beef was nice(:
the night was short but i think it was nice.
(:

Just read Serene's blog and it reminds me of how much my JC life is to me, yes i know but it was definitely growing and building time for me..
Growing mature, realisation period, building friendship, building everything!
And now, i dont want to have another regret like few years back, though i tried to strive within my means, where i cant really perform on par with the peers. Cant say much, act YY!
Yes, in short, e veryone has to move on! (:

拿得起放得下！

Nothing much to update..

2009-07-15T21:52:00.002+08:00

Nothing much that is sooo significant that i have to write to down.. probably some part where i fumbled over Psycho presentation.. Crativity exhibition has over.. though still got some follow up thing to do..

days been ok..
wht can i expect from life except to study.. in order to just fulfil my life role NOW!
when each step taken is wrong, simple, dont move! (:
when sth is deprived of you, simple, ignore or find substitute! (:

i certainly understand when kids are deprived or snacks or food..

Dr Tan aka Chee Beng aka my Physio lecturer is like Mr Liu.. Haha.

nothing is coming out of my mind now i shall go Anatomy then!

i really hope tht i can master mr time.. love me mr time, love me k!
cos i love you so

Nat good

2009-07-13T08:02:00.003+08:00

This is no good cos there are too many unattended stuff..
Good luck

I am proud of my dar dar (: always..

2009-07-12T16:52:00.002+08:00

Whatever else or however things happen, I am always proud of youuu, my love.
For no specific reasons.
I have to be real understanding at this point of time cos time is not really under your control.
(:

Diabetic

2009-07-11T08:35:00.002+08:00

Those who have Diabetic Mellitus background means if your family members have it, please watch your diet though you have not have it yet..
On Thursday practical, Cheryl pricked my middle finger and ring finger for 8 times to test my glucose level.. Next time choose ring finger cos middle finger hardly ooze blood... ): Mine was the most out-of-norm drop of absorption rate of glucose level compared to the rest of my friends who dont have diabetic history.. In short, be careful if your family has it lar.

Last year.
I see through the world i learn how the world works, how i was not blended into the world not be emo in life now! (: I wish i hsiw wish i...
The world is indeed beautiful.. (:

It's alright! It's Okay! I'm so much better without you..

Things that I really need

2009-07-09T19:59:00.002+08:00

Undergarments
Shorts
Shoes
Slippers
evol

identity
certainty
security
belonging
evol

我自己会努力寻找的！(:

Yellow Ribbon Prison Run 2009!!!

2009-07-08T22:47:00.004+08:00

http://www.yellowribbonprisonrun.sg/index.php
Check out the link people!!
Those who are reading this post now...
I am joining for sure, not sure 5km or 10km, so please join too ok! Ask your friend, ask your friend's friends... :D
I know its like 20bucks or 25bucks depending on which one you participate.. Its like one of your buffet price only lar! K, I sound like reprimanding..

Spread the LOVE to diff ppl k! LOVE LOVE LOVE! Hahah!!

HORTPART + WHEELCHAIR

2009-07-05T20:28:00.003+08:00

Done with about 1 hour of tuition. More to come. Goodluck YY.

Anyway, today went for the Wheel, Walk or Jog event organised by the Handicapped Welfare Association at HORTPART, Evelyn LOOOONG wanted go place! :D The place is real nice, windy and good for picnic.. (:
I got this lady name Fatimah in wheelchair and she is such an enthu. Ran with her instead of wheelchairing her..

Wanted to post but too many chats going on.. finally subsided...

I rmb someone told me this but I forgot who.. it was real long.. maybe Mr Liu?
You really have to sit down and dig your nose into... blah blah.. haha miss him..

Irony

2009-07-04T19:03:00.002+08:00

Some irony down here..
Irony is hard to explain. (:
At least you know what is it that is irony though no answer will be provided.

Anyway, crazzzyyy time with bel, talking REAL nonsense and REAL REAL REAL nonsense and asking her nonsense and had nonsense night was real nonsense yesterday. AHAHHA! Why?!
Nice instant surprise bday party for your uncle too.. I like tht REAL icecream 'cake' too (:
Can I be REAL too???

Sometimes I really dont understand, Why?! ):

Cheer up people, look outside, the world is so beautiful...........

Sometimes, I think to myself, I talk to myself, I scream to myself.. Asking, why!? haha..

I ask, I ask and ask, I answer them all too.. Dont know. I shall create another site for whinning.. (:

There is no room for explanation, no room for discussion, no room for expression, no room for rains, no room for me.. (:
So happy

I need

Im much fortunate I remind YY(: MUCH

Siew Pao + Egg tart

2009-07-03T08:29:00.004+08:00

These two are.. nice things that yeap.. indescribable..
How i wish i can even travel to that exact place for these two delicacies..(:
I have real much to express but i just cant make sense and write.. maybe i shld just go to my Mr Physio! BYE! ): (:

Why? WHY? why? Ive been asking why these few days for nothing.. Stupid YU.

Not being emo. Just feeling dont know!Is dont know even a feeling in the first place! Haha Uncertainty, chemical imbalance.. due to Nothing.Does nothing even exist in the firsrt place! Haha

2009-07-02T17:54:00.003+08:00

Can i do crazzzy stuff at random days at random hours??
I wish i could and i really want but i couldnt.
Wht is stopping me
is it NOT right doing crazzy stuff I DONT THINK SO
why cant i just do random stuff that i want....
呐喊！
can i just, just do it once? just once and only once??!! without caring for anyone? JUST O.N.C.E ?!

I always wanted a life that is MORE than a sine curve. not y=-100000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000!

hahhh crazyy thought tht will NOT happen
who knows
it doesnt need to involve anyone, just me will do.
screeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmmmmm

2009-07-02T17:20:00.002+08:00

Control

Wht a wasted day..

2009-07-02T17:04:00.004+08:00

How to spell, disipline?
Nah, dont bother anymore...

Period.

I wished that i can go for NDP but can someone tell me how to get ticket?? Haha, like idiot dont know how to find meh.
Anyway, YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Physio - NUCLEUS + Yew Tee Point

2009-07-02T01:07:00.002+08:00

Yesterday as in just now only lar cos now is considered as 2nd July..
I read and studied all about nucleus...
I will just briefly say a few terms, only Bio student will understand them all maybe..
Mitochondria, Lysosome, Peroxisome, ER, Ribosome...hahah my mind is all crossed with terms...
Real slow.. but better than nothing but still, got to speed up!!

Anyway! Yew Tee Point is COOL and heaven like if you LOVE cakes and durian and stuff...
Check that place out if you are free lar. But the probability of finding me there is high from now on!!
Met my ODACher, Mr Yap and his wife and the cute little baby girl!! I managed to carry her(still dont know her name yet!), she is only 7months k! :D CUTE CUTE!!

Subway is never tired..
Just the way it is

Driving is REAL fun!

2009-07-01T14:58:00.002+08:00

Yesterday Uncle (driving) told me all about cars... so i only managed to move the car for about 1.5m!! shorter than me K! Really cant wait to move MORE so this morning at 7am.. Yes, YY is driving!!! Turn left right left right clutch brake handbrake change gear hahahhah!!! FUN.. the most fun part is where you DIDNT EVEN REALISED THAT YOU ACTUALLY PRESSING THE ACCELERATOR AND YOU WENT WOOOOOOOWWWW!!! HAHAH!!
I burst into laughter when my car 死火！ :D
I only have this week to learn and i will have to report to sch.. ):
Really hope i can drive on the road!

Study, here i come!! (:
YY you can do it! Believe in yourself!!
Bel, you can too!! (:

Another Tuesday to me..

2009-06-30T11:08:00.002+08:00

Another lazyy day.. It does not mean that I am lazy or feeling lazy today.. Its the day itself! Cos weekdays, weekdays, weekdays... I hope for weekends but dont want it to end!! Cos Mr Ana and Mr Physio will be haunting me!! I tried to study yesterday and yes, its slow.. but guess I have to start somewhere so there i went!
I always tell myself AS LONG AS. As long as you put in your heart in anything you do, you will accomplish many its just a matter of time. Effect may be slow but KEEP MOVING!!!
Must have faith in yourself!! (:

Later at 4.30pm will be my very first DRIVING lesson! Got my PDL yest after more than 1 hr of waiting! Hope later will be an exciting lesson though my body doesnt respond well to me today..

Tues, Wed, Thurs, Fri, Sat, Sun... I dont want to go to sch... for exam..

Reality remains

2009-06-28T22:55:00.002+08:00

If you are born into a rich family, this is fact.
If you are male, this is fact.
If you are breathing, is this a fact?
If a person has never shed a tear, is this another fact??

The reality lies before you where you feel powerless, impossible to move a tweak. Is is cruel, is it painful, is it reality?

When you are born into a family where you are being protected from all the winds and rains, good luck. You learn something from it. You learn to be soft, dependent and you will always be loved. Good for you.
When you are rich, you can just do anything you want. Yes I agree, I really agree to a very great large huge gigantic extent. Wish those rich ppl got a smooth sailing live for the rest of their lives.

What belongs to you? Have you really ever wonder about this??
What belongs to you?
Your name?
Your body?
Or your mind?

None of it belongs to you.
Names, are given by whoever..
Bodies, are by both of your parents.
Mind? Think again. Only if you have the freedom of expressions + actions.

So, none in the world belongs to you, what can you yearn for in the very first place?
There is no belonging, so where does the feelings come from?
The reality still remains.

What is what?
What is what?
What what what is what?
HAHAHAHAHAA.
This is very fun.
lalalalalla~~
hahaahaha...

随便

2009-06-27T09:02:00.002+08:00

随便你们要怎么做，反正也没有什么可言之地。随便吧！
反正我只要知道我很幸福，起码自己能够让自己产生幸福感觉就足够了！(:
知足吧，朋友们！

One week more!!

2009-06-26T16:22:00.002+08:00

Finally met up with Yilin after 2 months since I left IHiS, my previous job.
Thanks for the Keropok. Oh speaking of which! I'm gg to get some.. (:
We had some really half price fish and chips and brownie with ice-cream at Heeren, I supposed its called The Chicago? Cos its buy one get one free meal thing..
Anyway, we were bloated after the meal and time just passed so fast by the time we done our meal was 9plus..grr.. After that we intended to go Far East but dont think that time allowed so we just walked around Heeren..
That was my Wednesday evening! (:

Yesterday went Ev's hse and yesh, we fried our own lunch.. haha. Its just some fried potatoes wedges, currypuffs, seaweed chickens, nuggets and sotong?? Yeap, love to mess up at her place:D HAHA!! and i dont like boy boy k cos he dont like me!! keep barking at me :P

OT outing today adds colour to my skin.. Im like chao-ta now. haha. and E-learning is freaking troublesome though no sch lar.

Anyway, 1 litres of tears, here I come..

Swimming addiction???

2009-06-24T07:32:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was an in-prom-tu (k, dont know how to spell) swimming meet up with Weijie!!!
OMG i have some swimming addiction after that!!
Girl, you made me less afraid of the middle of the pool and YES say hello and bye to 10 laps!!
We shall conquer more next time!! Though I rested a second for my second lap.
Its an achievement for me for me!!
Thank thank for making me swimmmmmmmmm like a fish!!
The water strolling down my face is sooo nice for each breath i took.. (:

Yes, for more than like 5 months since we truly meet up for the Botak Jones that you treated me for my little Bday. :D

After output of calories, there was some intake too!
Pizza was too full to squeeze our Gelare Waffles!! Next time next time!!
All the chattings, in the pool, out of the pool, were enjoyable. (:
And also some shopping of course. And I managed to buy a 'Do-ra-e-mon' bagpack that I've been wanting. Er, there is this LIFETIME GUARANTEE thing for the bag so yeap, after i purchased for like 2 minutes, Weijie and i walked back to change for a new one cos the one that I took has a small little hole where only fussy YY bothers to check it out. So the bagpack still at either AMK or Heeren? Will be transported over in 2 to 3 days.
I saw a very nice red backpack soon after buying but its ok, black is easier to match i guess..
K, i shall not mention the Havanas(spellling correct?) that WJ bought. Its nice and hope its worthy. (:
And Ghost of girlfriend is another inpromtu also. A little scream from me. Thats all... But it was nice. (:
It was nice gg out with little WJ, she is a little taller than me and much skinnier than me for those who dont know her.
Roller blading next time!!
I shall bring some of my friends tgt and intro them to make more friends! When the opportunities arise! (:

A really great day spent yesterday! Inpromtu of swim, bag, movie.. :D thats more than enough for my day.
And yes, Im digging my nose into medical terms soon!
(:

You can accomplish a lot of things YY.. aww..

Why am I up so early??

2009-06-23T06:05:00.002+08:00

This is so not good. I know I have not met my Mr Physio for a very long time! Mr Ana and Ms Mobility too!!
I've say bye bye to Mr 10 and my Mr 7 days have things on practically everyday!
Mr Project Psycho and Socio and OTTP is great cos its like hello I dont want to see you...

I have the control over my own time. YY you can do it de. Just FOCUS.
Yes, I have uninstalled MSN in the lappy.. Facebook? Control.
YY you can do it!!!
Time is a factor but strategies is another!

When I entered the year of 19th

2009-06-22T09:16:00.002+08:00

My little life has been revolving around OTs, Projects and Derrick Lee since I reached 19th.
Its indeed more meaningful and busy. I love my life. Im loving it each day cos Derrick Lee provides me with unknown force which pushes me on in life. And I feel energetic each day. Not that he asks me to jy every second lar. In fact he didnt even utter a word! haha.
Its just so wonderful that i think my expression overflooded the blog which YY should stop!!!

Irritating Derrick.

OMG, my mind is just Derrick and Derrick and only Derrick Lee! Stop stop stop.
You are not that fantastic afterall..

The year of 19th for me is great, and hope it will be my memorable year when I look back in my old age then!
No wonder when I was 18th, I kept thinking that i was 19th.. laughs.
I really wish everything will be fine in my OT years and that life will continue to be as great like now!
Though i still think that life is fragile but i will handle it with all means!!

Maybe i will entertain you guys something interesting about Female's and Male's brain in the next post! Take care!

Dont regret not doing anything NOW and you'll regret it later! So go and do it now!!!
So wht are you waiting for???!!

All about YY

2009-06-21T13:12:00.005+08:00

Me, I have grown sooo much since the day I stumbled into my own thoughts..
I thought the idealistic way, I hoped for the perfect, I dreamt of the impossible (:
It was nice that at least I have my own imagination, own hope and expectations for things.
It was real nice to recall how I hope for things to happen which had proved that I is hardly possible.

Thinking back, its a nice journey of my life...
I know the people that I know NOW and of course, I feel grateful to be able to breath and enjoy life, enjoy things that they brought into my life.
Laughters, assurance, love, warmth. And of course, pain.
Every single one of you is just so great.

I have never regret at any point of my life that why this has not happened or why this should be happening this way.
I did not regret too that why didnt i meet this person or do this particular thing earlier so that life would be a little different or better.
NO N.O. no regret!

Just a day of expressing myself, my love, my gratitude, my concern over certain matter or rather life.
I post this so that maybe one day if I would to leave this world, someone dear to me or miss me will scroll to this page, to treasure their life a little more, to know that they are being loved and treasured by me even if I am not beside them.

It's kind of a generalised post, IF CZL would to comment, I KNOW OK!
But do you think i care about you! :P ahahaha

Looking forward, really looking forward to enjoy my life..
I see light and life is full of possibilities and its so promising to me.. This feeling has been with me since I have enlightened in life.
(:

I really wish people around me can feel the warmth and loved by any means to them cos each of us attach meaning to things differently.
And I hope that peopl will face the reality, the reality of possibilities and impossibilities. But before that, DO NOT, I emphasize, DO NOT give up on things though it may seem really really meagre...
Do something about situation, be it academic, family, friends or any relationship.
We have to grow strong!!
Just remember, YY is here.

18th June 2009

2009-06-19T10:04:00.003+08:00

Dear diary.
I like the breeze, I like the walk, I like the talk..
The kiss, the naughty you.
And my fav qn still be the same..
Do you love meeee~

1 litres of tears..

2009-06-18T03:34:00.002+08:00

This disease, why did it choose me?
Fate. It cant be put into words..

The purpose is not to run away
It is to chase after dreams

17th JUNE!

2009-06-17T16:51:00.002+08:00

Sis said i look like i drank!
:D
Maybe because i was under the sun for a little while.. hee.. doesnt that look cute? :D
ahah. anyway, skipped lots of things, skipped most of the things in my life is today!!

I skipped my 2 project meetings and piano lessons today!!
Dont be surprise cos YY wasnt this 'bad' before.
Does skipping lunch consider another skip?? Haha
Whatever the reason is, HELLO PEOPLE!! ITS MY MY MY MY HOLIDAY!!!!
YY's HOLIDAY!!! OKAY!
grrr

Oh should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavement?
Even if it leads nowhere?

I've made up my mind, dont need to think it over if Im wrong I am right..

Anyway,
HAPPY SWEET 19th BEL GLXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO!!!
Enjoy before you hit 2 for your age!
(:

Flyer Barrage

2009-06-16T17:58:00.000+08:00

3 that I will never want to be parted.

2009-06-16T13:47:00.002+08:00

Spend great times with my dearest 3!
Have been trying to upload tho pics since morning but cant seemed to click with blogger so i shall KISS.

Lovely day spent!
(:

I love you guys!
3 that I will never want to be parted!
You made my life more meaningful.. Definitely..
C:

Life's great!

2009-06-14T14:39:00.003+08:00

Life's great its so wonderful..
Suddenly, suddenly..
Lalala la la la la laaaa
La la laaaaaaa aa lala laaa
(:

I like to squeeze little time and do little things that I do.. tht I like to do C:
Just like the way I like you

One day of not using computer..

2009-06-13T08:23:00.002+08:00

It has been loooong since I've not not use computer or laptop for a day!
Yesterday was ok. More of Anatomy nerves are getting onto mine and I like bones and think that they are really cool. Too bad that we need licence to own human BONES in Spore! And i think it costs over thousands?
I was so energetic that I came home last night, I dwell into my Ana text. Bones are cool! HAHA. You guys wont understand the coolness of it. Ana rocks! :D

I'm loving my class, my OT class..
Kelly is caring though she IS really fierce(you wouldnt believe that she used knife to chop human!), Sarah and Jean are (: , Shamini is (: , aiya, i feel very happy in short lar.

Am I too much.
I know I'm selfish sometimes in the sense that I know you are tired but insisted to stay with you. I really wish that I can be truly selfish one day.
I cant help it. You know how fragile life is.
Purely imagination is scaryy. What if one day when you wake up, you realised that you wished long ago to tell the person how grateful you are towards him or her but there is no chance?
Of course we cant be too paranoid to the extent that we hold on too tight to an attachment.

Tick tock tick tock tick..

Can you promise me promise me promise me

Ill-tempered

2009-06-12T00:35:00.002+08:00

I have very very bad tempered FYI. For those who dont know me, I will change my tempered all of a sudden. These will be done mostly at home. Not that i will throw things at others or onto the floor. I will just change my face. I think its all because i think some things should be obvious to me while not for others(may not be right), so when its not behaving the way i thought it was supposed to be, I will change mood. I am hard to please in short. I think its really better for me to stay alone so that no one can affect me or i will affect others' mood. Im a really weird person.
Nothing serious has happened lar, just reflecting about myself thinking that I have such stupid temper, i think i got to change.

June babies!

2009-06-11T22:45:00.002+08:00

4th, 6th(2ppl), 9th, 10th, 11th, 12th, 17th, 19th, 24th, 26th... I dont know if I have left out anymore..

Happy Birthday to all! (:

Updates about these few days

2009-06-11T00:08:00.002+08:00

Monday's OTPT presentation was alright.
When it was my turn, i was stopped by the lecturer so i vomited a few sentences to cover my part(last speaker). After which, a treasurer from OT1 smsed and tell me she liked our presentation. Good that she likes it but not the marker.
I was so blur on monday. Forget to bring belt for my formal dress, student pass and also pens(blue and black).

Tues nothing major happen in sch.

Today!
Creativity presentation was ok. Smooth one for me. yeah. And especially Mobility. First time after assessment, Charmaine said nicely done or sth? Some compliment words. :D
But life is really indeed busy.
I have to collect forms from class for some membership thing and liaise with Yr 2 ppl.. Then there is this wheelchair volunteer thing, also must ask the class and them sms sms sms those Yr2 ppl.. And also a class list that is supposed to be readied for submission that i forgot to type.. and lucky Cheryl gave me the class fund money which is supposed to hand in together. If not during Mobility lesson, i will be freezing...
Cos today Creativity presentation, i brought along a laptop on top of my heavy bag, I also have to bring 6 huge pieces of mats of about 56cmx56cm, everyone in the mrt look at me. -_-'
Anyway, i hope i wont take those map home anymore! Have to carry INTO tht long stretch of NYP route and also my house to mrt... heavy.. hope i can be drove my bro but too early and far for him to fetch me lar..

Managed to look at the sky at 10.10pm.. its cloudy can be seen even at night.. cant see any stars..

June babies are flooding the calendar!!

I really hope that i hope

2009-06-07T06:49:00.003+08:00

Tears In Heaven
Would you know my name
if I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
if I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on
'Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven...

Would you hold my hand
if I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
if I saw you in heaven?
I'll find my way through night and day
'Cause I know I just can't stay here in heaven...

Time can bring you down, time can bend your knees
Time can break your heart, have you begging please...begging please
Beyond the door there's peace I'm sure
And I know there'll be no more tears in heaven...

Would you know my name
if I saw you in heaven?
Would YOU be the same
if I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on
'Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven...

带我走
每次我总一个人走
交叉路口自己生活
这次你却说等我走
某个角落就你和我

像土壤抓紧花的迷惑像天空缠绵雨的汹涌

在你的身后计算的步伐每个背影每个场景

都有发过的梦

带我走到遥远的以后

带走我一个人自转的寂寞

带我走就算我的爱你的自由都将成为泡沫

我不怕带我走
每次我总独自远走
保持缄默不皱眉头
这次你却说一起走
彼此温柔从此以后
白马溜过漆黑尽头
潮汐袭来浪花颤动
凝在海岸结成了墨
蔷薇朝向草原气球
邮差传来一地彩虹
刻在心中拍打着脉搏...
带我走就算我的爱你的自由都将成为泡沫
带我走

A whole new world
I can show you the world,
Shining, shimmering, splendid,
Tell me, princess, now when did
You last let your heart decide?

I can open your eyes,
Take you wonder by wonder,
Over, sideways and under,
On a magic carpet ride

A whole new world,
A new fantastic point of view,
No one to tell us no,
Or where to go,
Or say we're only dreaming

A whole new world,
A dazzling place I never knew,
But when I'm up here,
It's crystal clear,
That now I'm in a whole new world with you

Now I'm in a whole new world with you

Unbelievable sights,
Indescribable feeling,
Soaring, tumbling, freewheeling,
Through an endless diamond sky

A whole new world

Clearing TWO projects next week!

2009-06-06T14:31:00.003+08:00

Early in the morning i dragged myself out of the bed and prepared for presentation rehearsal at 9am in the school. I was 10mins late but my groupmates are still either in the bus or elsewhere. In short, we sort of gathered at about 10 and started chatting to wait for Sheryl who are having fever to come. She reached at about 11 plus and we run through the presentation for twice before dismissal at 12 plus.
Anyway, the main highlight of today was Verin's 'imaginary friend'. OMG im shivering now! Its is wow..
And another was Kelly's imbalance swing in the bus where he fell and sat onto an uncle's thighs!
I laughed so hard that my 8 packs muscles contracted soo hard.
Reached home at about 2pm, and ate a packet of chicken rice! Im soo full now.. I think for past few days i have not been eating a grain of rice..

The house is so quite now and i shall play some music!
Bro is sleeping in the room and the maid is studying English..
Dad is in New York and Mom is in Spore(not at home lar!)..

Life is getting real busy... I love it but at the same time i dont want it to be too busy cos i want to spend more time with my dears.. I want to spend more time with my family and friends.
The older i get, the more friends i got. But the time that i have remains unchanged! ):

I have not been meeting:
1. Mrs Wee
2. Yilin
3. Wei Jie (since omg lar. not counting prize presentation day)
4. IHiS!
5. Mr Adrian Tan

Got meet but still not enough!
1. B&E
2. SC (where is my B&J? :P haha! and shop!)
3. Derrick!

Family
1. Mon and Dad ): (:

I've got to meet random ppl to do random projects and all lar.

Anyway, Monday is my OTPT(OT and PT students') presentation! Hope i wont stunt like i did for PW!

I wanna grow UP!

Smoothing out!

2009-06-04T20:12:00.003+08:00

Life's getting good, goodie and goodest!
I mean better lar!

Yesterday mum was asking me about those academic thing again, then today she says about OT. She asks me to memorise and spend more time on Biology.. She did told me this even before I enrol into OT course. Is she very certain of this sentence of her?
No matter what, I am dead sure I am an OT in the future!

I wish time could fly! I Want to grow UP! This time, I dont want any backward time machine but forward time machine! And this time machine will just let me pause at the 美好时光！

(:
Today is good. Despite the fact that Physio tutorial and practical were not to be understood my me. Tell me, tell me the structure of a heart. I'm going to read Martini textbook and make sure i understand the heart and other topics that actually a secondary or jc Bio student knows!
Never give up! (:

Played badminton with the class today and my hand is a little ache. Today is really a very very very nice day out of the week! I feel some happiness within. Somehow, i passed by the sales of John Little at my sch(it has been there since Monday!) and i bought a few lovely dresses! I love pretty dresses! C:

Despite I was late to bbdc, i passed the theory! (even reported late for the test)
And things are just smooth for me today.

What a lovely day.. :)

Why am I missing you now? idiiotic.. ):

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pJMW0CBGM9k&NR=1

That's it!

2009-06-03T23:59:00.001+08:00

It's 4th June.
It's ok. Is it?
It is.
Smile!

Busy..its just too busy..

2009-06-02T23:42:00.003+08:00

Presentation's coming up. Next Monday. My very 1st in NYP.
What i spent time in doing for my presentation (most of the time) are deleted. It claims to be 'beating-around-the-bush'. I really want to learn how to do research! Though I've 'done' A's PW. Of course, to brush up my presentation skills.. Wish I'm in IHiS where Wah Yuen can teach me his professional skills.. for free!?
Physiology test is coming up. Which mean omg YY.
I bought a second hand Physio textbook which was 7th edition instead of 8th at quite a high price. How stupid i can be!
Sch's been busy. Real real busy where i can hardly queeze time to even have lunch or dinner. Kidding myself. At least i can munch my fav cheese bread.
There is this Japanese clinical attachment which only will be sending 2 students.. of course, criteria based on academic performance, A's equivalent. And full cost to be bear by student. I wish i can go but its highly unlikely though.
its so omg, i tried to find a medical term online and the more i click search, the more i have to copy and paste to click more search. when will i understand those terms?
tried the gown fitting yest morning. its very troublesome to be in a ward... wash wash wash thousand times hands
Hwei Lan's tutorial. she showed us some documentation about a girl name Jacqueline. She has touched me by whatever she does despite disabilities.
tired. night!

w/o fail

2009-05-31T10:07:00.001+08:00

everytime without fail
why
zipped

For C:

2009-05-31T03:08:00.006+08:00

This post is dedicated to a special him.

I dont know how long
we know each other
All I know
i want it to last
Everytime there is free time
You squeezed thru my mind
You made me smile
You made me drown
Days may be tiring
But I will be shouting for you
far far away..
Screaming - velo
I love you so
My love

We might be young
not knowing what lies ahead
Uncertainties
are what we get
But all I know
I know
there is only one 'd'
lies deep within
that i will keep
long
v v v

Some things nice are just meant to be shared!

2009-05-30T01:11:00.003+08:00

oh my oh my oh my god!
Just popped some random choco that a PT project friend gave it to me.. or rather her mom..
it was suuuuuuuuuusuuuusuper nice for all you know!! dark chocoooo
www.chocoelf.com
You click into the catalog and you will instantly MELT!
How sweet something can be right! (:
I know next time if i got angry, just click into chocoelf dot com!
Just like you see a baby and you will go soft..

So many things to take care of..

2009-05-27T19:53:00.002+08:00

Many countless projects, revision (slow) and i dont know why i'm in PJ thingyyy.. volunteer as sth lar. but many admin stuff to do..

Ok, YY, manage your time and you shall be ok! (:
Manage your life.
Manage yourself!

Study Buddy!

2009-05-27T01:11:00.002+08:00

Zhi Qing shall be MINE from now on!!
My study buddy!
One or two hrs per day is good enough!
As a wise man goes, you dont have to study for 4 hours per day, just concentrate for one hour is enough! (:
ZQZQ!! My bio 'mountain'!

Some sayings are right

2009-05-26T10:12:00.002+08:00

According to many people. Either old folks or not..
Someone told me not to 无中生有, simple put it, dont create trouble or be paranoid while its not happening!
If you dont listen to those saying to a certain extent, troubles will really come to you.. even if its not that disasterous, its still have some effect.. Just like 杯弓蛇影.. actually dont have also make till have lorrr..

So, why worry for things that it dont even exist or it's not going to happen(any sooner)? (:

Simple cannon in D but its nice (: V nice! I wont get tired listening it for life!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ABBzejbplVQ&feature=related
(things piece of music, accompanied me, motivated me while i was in J1.. studying for Physics when i failed my very 1st test.. Its still encouraging as everr :)

你，要放弃吗？

2009-05-24T10:40:00.003+08:00

什么？

2009-05-24T08:59:00.002+08:00

什么是一厢情愿
什么是一人单行
什么是刁蛮
什么是需求
什么是要求

要求野蛮吗
需求不算是野蛮吧

不知不觉地听了一些钢琴曲支感触良多
好有动力好想在键盘上跳舞
希望自己能够有那么的一天
我真的很想很想

Initiative

2009-05-23T09:47:00.002+08:00

A lot of things is about initiative..
Most of the times, this word is repeated so many times in our daily lives that we think its boring.
But who do actually take initiative?!

I dont, due to many factors.
Afraid of this and that.
Lazy because i want to save the trouble.. all sorts of excuses..
We really have to take initiative. Not waiting for opportunities to come.
So, take initiative YY!

I wanna be inside your heaven. Nice.

Emails..!

2009-05-19T23:49:00.003+08:00

Mails are popping in like almost every minute!
I am a little exaggerating but why the people are a little enthu in doing projects.. or rather, efficient in it.. Especially Kelly! Good that she's in my group. :D
I love the speed that they are at but just wow to me.. cos its solid, good material produced.. I hope mine will be comparable!
I really got to polish myself, keep up the pace, run ah YY!!
Talking about running, i was 14 min late for the lecture(hope Paramana consider me as being present!) today and RAN towards the lecture but felt REAL tired... cant catch my breath like i used to when i was in PJ! Stopped for more than 2 times!
Fats, pls move into my brain to surround my Axon so that my nerves can transmit info faster rather than storing at the tummy k!!
I'm quite settled into study mood this week.
JY JY JY YY!!

Got to,
read up really a lot for mobility for tmr, finish my part of PHC project..
thts the minimum ):
maximum would be? revise everything which is IMpossible which i will challenge it slowly!

NEVER give up! ;)

Miss Independent!

2009-05-18T17:04:00.002+08:00

My angel aka Mr DJ!
He asked me to be independent!
So will I!

I should me more understanding. (:
I will take advice from Richard (OT's)

I ponned some OT thing at 6pm.. Just feel bad cos I'm the class rep and they've already prepared our food..

Anyway, I promise to study hard, no matter if Im continuing or not OT course. But I'm loving every pieces of it now (:

YY GOGOGO!!!
Bye!
Off to study! ;)

Encourage me if you want! =P

I'm supposed to be doing projects.

2009-05-18T00:44:00.002+08:00

2 Projects on hand that is considered to due tmr or in fact today.
Primary Health Care. which i no idea wht to do tht i only receive emails without including in the discussion so im a headless chick.
Psycho still ok cos i just anyhow research lor..
PRIMARY HEALTH CARE! Meeting my group at 9am soon! Which i really ZERO idea wht to do.. ): the group is like i totally dont knw! Physio students..

Busy week, monday stay in sch till abt 8.30pm cos of some SAOT thing..
Tues, mobility makeup lesson till 6pm, SURE drag.
Wed, stupid ambassador thing.. till dont know how late lar..
thurs is the mayb only day free hopefully! so can end abt 5pm!
Fri, piano till 8.30 or later.. roughly..

Cant whine for more time!

Some things are just not meant to say out..

2009-05-17T10:08:00.002+08:00

Had a great time talking about stuff under the moon with bel yest night!
Ended up didnt shop for bags.. though i managed to get two pairs of shoes that i need.

ahh this is torturing.. i keep typing and deleting everything i write cos it cant be uploaded!
this will turn to a private blog soon..

wishes tht will not come true

2009-05-16T23:57:00.002+08:00

sometimes i wish but i know it never cos it has never!
so i accept the fact. what to do? (liu's love stnce)
so wht for thinking and yearning? its imposibble

girls need to be cared for, right cheng cheng?

家，
是温馨，
是你的避风港。

Friday

2009-05-15T22:55:00.003+08:00

Today is Friday. Do you recognise it?

nah, thts aside..
In this current OT class that I'm in, the guys like to tease me! Esp Sijie and Stanley.. They tease me for being 'teh' but Im not! ha. Anyway, i know they are kidding lar. And Huiting likes to say i look cute with my hair tied.. cos of my chubby cheek i know =_='
Richard(OT's) is a kind soul.. he help me real lots though he is not the assistant class rep.

Anyway, i would like to jot down whatever was in my mind for the past few days during or after lessons..cool facts and cool experience and thought purely by YY k!

one of my project groups members are sooooo enthu that i feel intimidating before them.. cos they are real enthu to the extent that you cant imagine...ok, cos this project we merge with the Physio students and they have lesser projects compared to us.. maybe that's the reason..
during creativity, last week i like about Jo's (she is a British btw) voice and tone in reading out poems to us! The Crabbit Old Women. This week, we dealt with clay things lar.. And she mentioned about a clay pot that she made. Her very first clay pot.. it was smashed by a huge pig if i'm right.. we suggested her to make another one for replacement and she said she did alot of clay pots after that, but the first is the first. Its different.. what a sentimental thinking that i also have. Yar, 1st means 1st.. its just somehow irreplaceable.. to me. it may not apply for all though.. (:
fat cells are the same in all human.. just that mine might be a little larger than yours only ok! so i look a little different from you..
if i grow fatter = stresser ; slimmer which is impossible = stresslesser

Just slp... night..

In short

2009-05-15T00:45:00.003+08:00

No time in typing so bullets help!

I'm so brave! I didnt faint or feel dizzy during 'poking' of your own finger in lab for blood group test! :D:D I will consider donating blood soon! (:
felt very very really energetic these few days!
suddenly dont know wht to say due to slpiness ):
(actually alot lar. abt ambassador thing and the way they run things.. no time to blog though)

Take care ppl good morning!

Wednesday !

2009-05-13T22:55:00.002+08:00

I particularly LOVE wednesday cos I will have Psychology lecture, siao-siao creativity class (siao to me cos there is no rule into doing things, we can be as creative as we like even if we dont make sense! ha.. as in got freedom in doing things lar), mobility! Though today's Mobility was cancelled cos Charmaine was on MC, I still like Wednesday! YY really LOVEs psycho, and mobility! (: Best if Anatomy is squeezed into today's. I will not want to miss a single Wednesday lesson (: (: (:

Since today's Mobility was cancelled, i thought i could go home early.. Its ok with some projects meeting that was in-promtu(I dont know how to spell). After lunch, i was preparing to go home but Huiting told me about the Ambassadorial Team orientation at 6pm.. Grr.. so i;ve go tot stay back.. so ended up chatted or 'gossipped' with Mei Xuan, Yi Peng they all.. I dont really know how to gossip lar.. But felt a little time wasted as about 4 hrs were wasted on I-dont-know-what-i-hv-done.. Aiyo.. just rmbed i could have gone up to the piano room! ): Or even the comp lab to do some research..

Anyway, Mei Xuan is something like Bel.. Ok, not say sth cos they are human! Good at computer thing like blog or facebook those, songs.. ok, just the word - in / high-tech..

During the 'chit-chatting' session where i prefer to be a listener, Sijie told us about army guys.. haha.. Some things that i've heard about them.. Those are 'standard' and true but there are exceptions that guys neglected those around them due to various 100 and 1 reasons lar. Yi Peng is quite sianz about NS stuff.

I feel real hyper today, motivated and bursting with ENERGY! ~ (Ha, yilin's!)

Ok, tmr is very happening cos I have Physio practical and tut ): from 8am sharp all the way to 12pm! CHEE BENG the PhD lecturer..
Then I'll have Hwei Lan's lesson..
Means later got to do CHEE BENG's and Hwei Lan's hwsss...
Tmr i will have to teach my cousin Maths.. hope she can absorb fast!

Some random thing.. I have dreams these few days.. Dreams that i can remember though not as vivid as my life.. I dream of saving fire.. another fire in my dream other than the real life's!! This time round is helpless i concluded after i woke up.. When in reality as i am conscious, when i can differentiate reality and dream, I find that it's easily seek help from people than in dream!! Ok, weird thing that happen to me but its what I find interesting.. Who knows YY might be one of the great person in future history!

Anyway, live life to the fullest peeps!
There must be mutual understanding.. Life is short, live it!

Busy

2009-05-12T23:36:00.002+08:00

I felt so busy all of a sudden but infact i enjoy the life now.. As in i like hectic life..
More hectic = less time = think less = more happy!
Actually i like to be occupied in a meaningful way.. (:

I didnt realise that i am actually having 5 projects.. ha till ppl reminded me.

I would really love to help people, change people's lives..

Dear cousin, please know wht is fraction and how to do a qn involving simple fraction!

Inconsiderate person!

2009-05-11T18:12:00.002+08:00

I spent around 30minutes trying to 'save' lives!
It sounds exaggerating but it indeed intimidating!
I saw a paper recycling bin 冒烟！
All the passerby just walk past like nothing happened..

I think it should be alright if i just pour a bucket of water so i head to the 'nearest' coffee shop's toilet to seek help..
When i came back with the water, poured into the bin, the READ ORANGE FLAME became stronger!
I was so panicky that i just 'talked' to the construction workers and he pointed to the water pipe.. Felt so helpless when no one actually stood out to help..
But when i poured another small bucket of water, the China, yet i dont understand his Chinese, construction man came with a HUGE bucket of water! The flame finally went off....
After that, i thought to myself, why did i find 'trouble' for myself. I could have just walked off like the rest of the people.. Moreover, the fire station just just 2KM away.. Anyway, that's tht.

Pls be considerate and dont throw cigarette butt into the PAPER recycling bin! GRR!

(: I felt SO energetic today but dont know why (:
C:

Will blogging waste time?

2009-05-10T16:00:00.000+08:00

This is not a GP qn!
This is YY's qn..
Anyway, will blogging really waste my time?
One thought yes.
Thinking again, yes. But it may be a need for a babbling girl to voice out her thought.
Sadly, thru this tiny little gadget.
But still, better than none. (:

I'm a lucky girl. I have to remind myself always. I think those who read my blog will be like, sian YY, always say this.
But its a need for me to remind myself. If you think sian, kindly click on the close tab. (:

Today is Mother's Day..
Hvn greeted my muuuuuummmmmsssss yet! But i've prepared a tiny card for her.. Hope she will carry in her purse..

I have a dream, hope that everyone's dream will come t r u e .

Think. Positive! + +

C=

STUPID YOU

2009-05-10T11:07:00.002+08:00

):
Stupid Derrick!
I dont love you ):

LVOE LVOE
Everytime i see green, i see you..
If one day i become a big fat pig, i blame youuuuu
):

):

):

C:

Attachment

2009-05-10T00:42:00.003+08:00

Time, is really a good thing for everything..
9 years..
After nine years, i will consider a new phase of life.. if I'm still alive.
Let nature takes its course

Today, i meant yesterday, i went to quite a few temples and hear a lot about Buddhism.. Still dont know much about it cos there are a lot of things regarding it which is questionable to me..
Anyway, it was a little enlightened to me.

Attachment.
It is the word.
I got to know many meanings to this word starting from friday Sociology lecture.
We attach meaning to live so we behave in certain manner.. Tht's call.. grr some terms in sociology tht i got to learn! Anyway, thts the way i understand the word.
Attachment.
Its a very interesting word i find.
In short, if we are mindful of what we do everyday, we can remember every single details that we did like past few days.. If we are mindful, we can really recall maybe our past lives? To be mindful, decreasing in attachment?

Random stuff..

2009-05-09T23:33:00.002+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/swf/l.swf?swf=http%3A//s.ytimg.com/yt/swf/cps-vfl96213.swf&video_id=TjLCJKoot4U&rel=0&eurl=http%3A//us.mc531.mail.yahoo.com/mc/showMessage%3Ffid%3DInbox%26sort%3Ddate%26order%3Ddown%26startMid%3D0%26.rand%3D598138859%26&iurl=http%3A//i1.ytimg.com/vi/TjLCJKoot4U/hqdefault.jpg&sk=D7Mqzz8PSf7FzRczpX0WGx8-S6XNamR0C&&cr=US&avg_rating=4.88990825688&length_seconds=234&allow_ratings=1&title=L%27Ours%20%281988%29%20-%20the%20cougar%20scene

Random stuff, a webpage tht was left by my aunt most probably when i reached home.. Watch for yourself only if you have the time.

): Can TIME MACHINE be invented bel?

Somebody's me

2009-05-09T00:21:00.002+08:00

Do... , do you remember me?
Like I remember you..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EqOnOoNMEgQ

Woke up super early in the morning, receiving an sms thinking it was from Derrick L!
Anyway, after that, I realised that my right side earring gone missing when i woke up! ):
Couldnt find it for 30mins... Grr.. tht was from Evelyn!
I believe sth, if its yours, it will be yours no matter what! Just like the letters keep fropping off from Eve's photo book but in the end, they were found. Aiya, of cos also must try to search lar!

Anyway, days were great despite Physio lessonsss esp on thurs. Pract followed by tut.. ANATOMY does brighten up YY's day esp Para the lecturer! (:
BONES BONES BONES :D

Mobility i tiring but still my love including psycho, socio!!

Hellooooo PIANO! Here I come! (:

Thank you whoever makes everything happens!
For giving me my parents, my family, my best friends!
And creating such a round me!
C:

LOVE CONSULTANT!

2009-05-07T22:32:00.002+08:00

Haha, thanks my love consultant Evelyn NG (Ai Choo)[ha, fake lar!] :P
Yeap, shall not think too much or worry too much lar.
痛快地爱吧！
C=

Meet my love doc after sch for Startbucks. The Hazelnut Latte was huge! But it was fun looking at it! It's real huge k! My dark Mocha also not bad lar =P
We shall really find the tallest mountain or i should say hill in Spore and concur it one fine day!

YY! Go back to work! ):

Life's great!!

2009-05-06T22:04:00.004+08:00

Always look on the bright side of life.. da dum, da dum~
*repeat after me!*

4 projects in total if i didnt lost count? forget who is in which project! Anyway, just do it! C=

De jaaa vuuuuuu?

2009-05-05T21:29:00.002+08:00

Its like O.M.G cos the day before yest i dreamt that Evelyn came back and so she did yest!!!
Yest night i dreamt that i wasnt got accepted into stage art dance and so did I when i check the result today!!! Deeeeeeee Jaaaaaaa VU? sad? of cos a little lar.. but at least i know i cant dance! ):
A few things that I cant.
-Dance!
-Sing!
-jian fei!

Yes, Im gg to organise a class jogging soon! (:
But our schedule is real packed.. either 4 or 5 is our golden number everyday... so we are going to jog at 4.30pm or 5pm!!

I love you D. Despite what i've said.
Though i'm like telling the wall but didnt tell you right into the face..
It encompasses a lot of things into this relationship. And i dont have time to tell you): how i feel..
it is just too much feelings that it really overwhelmed me all of a sudden. it will be alright i guess.
I'm a mentally weak kind where people around me can influence me into good or bad.
There are just toooo much to say. you know i love to babble..
Dear, I miss you..

Need

2009-05-05T00:22:00.001+08:00

I want, i demand, a full, thorough explanation of need!
It is torturing not understanding the meaning..

Pink tops

2009-05-04T17:44:00.002+08:00

All of a sudden, i feel like not having pink tops when i feel like wearing one...
Last time i used to have too many that i feel a little sian of wearing them so i got rid of them. now..):

Anyway, i dream of EVELYN!! and her whole family ok~! Dont ask me why but i dreamt that she's back from her trip and her family too..
Is this consider miss? haha.

Anyway today i thought i could go home like once, EARLY? but i rmb i have my elective.. Another kind of A level lecture... some chem and bio stuff.. cos its Life Sci! So same lor..

What is impulse? Do we act on impulse? Will we be forgiven if we do? Is it forgiving in the first place? Will you still be loved?

Its only, Monday.

10 Sentences!

2009-05-03T18:55:00.003+08:00

第一句
如果我们之间有1000步的距离
你只要跨出第1步
我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步

第二句
通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人
才是真正爱你的人

第三句
付出真心才会得到真心
却也可能伤得彻底
保持距离　
就能保护自己
却也注定永远寂寞

第四句
有时候　不是对方不在乎你
而是你把对方看得太重

第五句
朋友就是把你看透了　还能喜欢你的人

第六句
就算是believe　中间也藏了一个lie

第七句
真正的好朋友
并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题
而是在一起　就算不说话
也不会感到尴尬

第八句
没有一百分的另一半
只有五十分的两个人

第九句
为你的难过而快乐的　是敌人
为你的快乐而快乐的　是朋友
为你的难过而难过的
就是那些　该放进心里的人

第十句
冷漠　有时候并不是无情
只是一种避免被伤害的工具

分手吧！

2009-05-02T20:36:00.002+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qn7FC9w1uGc&feature=PlayList&p=F49798B1B49D22A6&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=2

寫一封沒有地址的信想寄到妳的心裡
分手吧我們分手吧
告訴你漸漸變淡的愛妳是否曾經注意
不要再騙我說妳還愛著我
過去的美麗日子已經不再我還在傻傻地找尋
妳我的夢彼此的不同
也許妳想要說但說不出口我知道妳想說
就算是當作一時糊塗愛錯

我們分手吧

I AM the luckiest girl in the world!

2009-05-02T14:23:00.003+08:00

YUN YU is the luckiest girl in the world!
Lucky is defined by oneself.
C:

I had two diff 'ju qiong fun' yesterday. I always think ju qiong fun is so-so, nothing so fantastic about it. But it isn't after yest.
When I woke up, mom bombard me with ju qiong fun, saying that its hot, so I have to eat it. It was nice. (:
In the evening, uncle and aunt served chicken floss and JU QIONG FUN again! I was like, OMG, not again? But after eaten, felt that it was really nice.

Also today! When I woke up, I thought to myself, another day of hunting for my own breakfast ): Soon after that, dad came home with ang gu kueh! =)
And soon after that, mom came back with 3 pancakes! Mr Bean RED BEAN, Cheese and kaya pancakes! I know there must have RED BEAN and know mama bought it especially for me! :D
It will seem 'too much' of breakfast but it actually not.. cos we have total, say 8 ppl in total today.

And lunch, its bak kut teh! Mama said I like so.. yeap. (:
I love my mamas and papas (:
I really love them!

Derrickto, get well soon k! <3
You slimmed down, real alot ):

It's you, I confirm.

2009-05-01T09:57:00.002+08:00

Do you hear me?

I dont want obsession, I'm afraid of hurting you.
小心翼翼的，不让你受任何伤害。。因为一字，太。
I'm afraid of everything, all the shit that will be given to you if eventually, you want to accept all those 'shits'. It's really tough, not everyone can take.
Maybe, I can use the time, to make you a better person, for your future . .

But, only because 我太，所以，我不敢。

But, Irmululikehell..

To: myself!

Labour day

2009-05-01T08:35:00.003+08:00

I have so much to do.. I mean, I'm just thinking or making myself seems pitiful?
Shut tht up then. 3 projects with so many things to read and research.. E-learning is the worst. Not anything, just stupid internet pop ups and all lar..
Period.

(: Life's great it definitely is. H1N1 go away! ):
I'm not connected. Belp..
):
'

Pls make him stronger..
everyone, except her is ok lar

Loveyyy doveyyy (:

2009-04-30T23:07:00.004+08:00

What a loveyyy doveyyy couples!
C:

I have really 2 good friends of mine, have great parents. At least 'superficially' cos i cant say be SURE that they wont argue some times..
Walking on the street, when I see old couples holding hands, I felt how sweet it would be and sometimes have the urge to just stop them to tell them to treasure each other! It sounds crazyy but it is really sweet. From time to time, I think its important to remind someone around you to cherish things that still exist.. I used to tell Mrs Wee to cherish her life! Not kidding k!
Back to my good friends' parents. I told them too that they are loveyyy sweetiee. haha. It sounds so weird to tell them but that's what I think is and what for afraid to tell them cos life is short!
Thanks them, for being a real good host and friendly uncles and aunties. :D

Wonder Wonder Wonderful

2009-04-29T21:05:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, sometimes, just some times, I wonder what is the definition of m.a.i.d.
I like to think to wonder to ask to question the impossible the unanswerable..
The uncertainty calamity imposible..

Be grateful YY!!

Wednesday!!

2009-04-29T01:00:00.002+08:00

Today is Wednesday!
Do I see myself as a future OT?
Do I this and do I that?
Do ..
Lots of uncertainty..

Anyway, the point is, today is Wednesday!

Another A level??

2009-04-27T21:42:00.002+08:00

Things dont seem as simple and easy as i first thought..
It seems like I'm going to prepare to live another 3 years of A level life which Im a little reluctant.. ):
Its tough, I admit. Its overwhelming, I feel. But everyone seems alright and ok.
I have a united class, friends that will help me in Bio stuff whenever I need. But sooo long I didnt have feeling of lost during lecture.. But now, i did. I was totally lost during a 3hour straight of Human Physiology.. I was also lost during Mobility lecture.. Mobility wasnt that 'easy and interesting' as i thought. Yes it was but, it involves more than just physical stuff of moving or transferring a patient.. It involves lots and lots of processes and goal setting and stuff.. And lots of assessments.. be it clinical or practical..
I know Im trying to avoid being uncomfortable to step out of my 'comfortable' zone.. Trying to take off my study responsibility now.. I know i know, i know im not supposed to but i still can settle down to study.. there are alot of factors contribute to this uncertainty..
I think that i have all the things that an OT needs, like say compassion, empathy towards patient, positive attitude and just everything lar.. What i really lack is confidence. Confidence in study and do okay in academic. Where do i search for confidence? how am i supposed to be qualified or even call myself a future OT when I myself lack confidence? am i supposed to look for an OT now to instill my confidence level? hahaa
Anyway, OT does thing with a purpose, increase the SOL of ppl, unlike Physio.. haha thts what Charmaine my Mobility lecturer said.
Take care ppl!

4 more days!

2009-04-26T22:06:00.001+08:00

I like: myself
I hate: selfish ppl!
I like: you
I hate: YOU!

What happen to YY biologically??? Belp!

2009-04-23T20:02:00.002+08:00

Lipid-intolerance??
I never know what is lipid, ok due to low GK or whatever.. or the fact that I didnt take bio? K, tht's not an excuse either. whatever.. I think i cant drink milk as when i like!
I got LS when i drink and its not a good feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel!
My body is not functioning well, seriously, ever since as i can remember, at least from 4th April!! I've been passing out those watery stuff and not get any treatment for it! Should i really go see a doctor? Or should i just take some charcoal? I've never taken that sort of things before!
And my ear, my right side to be more specific!
What happened?? How come it just like, some liquid thing come out, outside of my ear.. at the top.. not painful.. it lasts for weeeeeks! huhhh???

And this really 'stresses' me out when i walked home today.. As i stepped into my park before walking to my block, i saw my maid running on the track, wiping her sweat, i was like, hmm... healthy lifestyle.. then as i look to my left, i saw AK jogging on the track!
YY, when was the last time you jog??
If i'm right, it was like 2 mths back with Derrick?

Ok, I skipped my mobility practise yest and im gg to do it after my bean curd later!!!! ):

Are you ready to study yy?

YY, healthy lifestyle??

2009-04-22T19:53:00.002+08:00

I admit, I have no healthy lifestyle..
I cant be like my maid, go for a run after she cooks lunch at about 5pm..
I cant, just cant.. too tired lar..

Anyway, today was my very 1st Psychology lecture!!!
YY likes Psychology too!!
Let's rank, Mobility, Anatomy, then Psychology!! So far. Sociology, tmr will be the 1st lesson! ;)

Went for some CCA tour today.. Wanted to join dance but there are too many which in the end I didnt sign up for it.. Wanted Ballroom dance but dont think i want to show so much of my flabby flesh and get touchy by others... Wanted to join street dance but am afraid that the people in it very ah beng ah lian.. wanted to join dance company but.. i dont know why..

Anyway, i think OT is really taxing of a course.. I am a human, i dont want a sleepless night.. ):
Have had an unpleasant dream last night, or shall i say this morning? ): ): something that is so real that you can experience in reality but i did not encounter it before but in my dream.. ): Not nice.. ):

Day 2

2009-04-21T17:55:00.002+08:00

Day 2 was alright. Cos the very 1st lecture was ANATOMY my love! :D
I was abot 10 min late but lucky me cos this week we do not have our student pass yet!
By next week if we are any later by 10 min, will cannot enter the lecture and is deemed to be absent! Even if you want to sneak in is impossible cos is about scanning of the card! YY MUSNT BE LATE!! :(

I cant wait for MOBILITY lesson!! I LVOEEEEVOEEOVEOVE it to the max although only 1 lesson so far! Yesterday..

I didnt revise my manual last night. I was really brain drained i guess. Super tired.. ):
Actually, its a little overwhelming..
Hardly able to pull myself out of the bed this morning..
Anyway, life's great!
Life will be better if you are here..

Ok, I miss you Derrick..

Today, only today cos its the starting of the week, so i can go home earlier. Craved for cheese roll cake from Bangawan Solo so i alighted at Westmall, got a Boost choco to try out since i wanted to have it looong ago. Wasnt as nice as i 1st thought. Get some choco drinks and chips from some Korean shop. Wanted to buy Mother's day present but the display was the last piece. Enjoyed the shop-alone time.. Want to go IMM later!

1st day of sch!

2009-04-20T18:42:00.001+08:00

1st day of sch was great! and of cos boring..
Anatomy was GREAT!
The very 1st picture that i saw stunned me.. during anatomy lesson.. Ok, in OT course, you have to be physical and receptive. Yes, physical intimacy with my patient! ok, I can do it!!!
So many new term wht logy wht logy.. K, i think i shall go mug now!! All those terms.. my bio friends all know about them..
Charmaine Magnus is an interesting lecturer~! :D
Creativity lecturer was boring.. I accidentally slpt in it ):
NO HEAVY MEAL FOR LUNCH YY!!! NO RICE NO NOODLE!!! Regrets!
K, i shall eat mango, rest a while, bath and start mugging!!!
Anatomy manual, Physio, MOBILITY(most impt)!!!
No matter how well you do for the rest, as long as you failed MOBILITY SAFETY aspects, YOU ARE FINISHED~~!!!
Gg to practise my mobility too!!!
Bye!

You made my mind wandering about during lectures.. ):